How do people go through this and come out still standing? When did this become so bad that 2 adults who have been together for 9 years can't even talk to each other. I hurt so bad I can't breath- I want to curl up In Keelies bed and cry and never leave there. I don't want sympathy. I don't want to treat me any different I just want this nightmare to be over. I want my damn life back. I just want my life back